A familiar sound…
The darkness seems to catch the tears of a girl who hold all things back until she must let go. Streams of water pour out her eyes as if she were a ice waterfall that had just been exposed to the sun. Her lullaby starts to sing and the beats of her heart become faint and her soul aches for a piece of understanding and awareness of the worlds obstacles.
The promises in love have become this woman’s enemy. As she once let down her guard she promised to never let it go but little did she know that a man can steal a princesses key within minutes of time. Her strength starts to become apparent as she rises because the pain will not allude her but only bring her to a world of the unkown.
The music notes drown away the memories, the smiles, the faint touch of skin on skin and the beautiful thought of love… She gets so lost in this music that she starts to dance, and become an angel in the music… She sways with every word and loses herself in the unpredictable. He has been forgotten but remembered through every tear and memory.
The existence of becoming unknown is the existence of falling. You find that you are the strongest at your weakest moments. You find existence in love. The love that makes you come alive, when your heart smiles just because you know he is next to you, the heat that a body brings you on a cold cold night… The darkness is finally filled with so much light, and your mind is lost in all thoughts of this man… You lose it all when you fall in love, and gain it all when you know it is your soulmate.
As she dances she remembers… The smiles that got her through the bad days, the kisses that got her through every morning of her existence, and the hugs that reminded her that she was wanted…She dances and hopes it fades. The pain has an incredible way of sticking around until only yourself can understand it…
Every ring you hear you wonder could it be that voice that you once got lost in, every song that comes on you wonder if he could possibly be listening, every car that passes you wonder if its the car you first got in to start the story. She wants to fight away all your fears and wipe all of your tears. She wants to be captivated by your love and laughter.
Your presence is unknown and the pain is so real and we don’t have much time. She held your hand through it all, she tried so hard and why aren’t you fighting back. Her hearts in pieces and you said you would always hold them…
She dances until she can awake and live her life, but for now she lives within a dream that will forever echo in her mind… He was the reason for her existence but did he see that and want the same or was she the one that only saw it and held on to it…
